No one's home !!

I want to write, but I cannot.

I want to shout out, but I cannot.

I want to break free, but I cannot.

I feel so lonely, I feel so depressed.

I feel like crying, I feel so suppressed.

No one's around. No one in here.

Just a single wish. I need you right here.

I need you by my side, I need you to hold my hand.

I need a shoulder to cry, I need a hand in my hand.

You are'nt even aware of whats makes me feel like this.

It feels like I am invisible for of you

Is it the real you?

I was waiting for you, but you never came.

I kept waiting, but for you it was just another game.

Were you so blind that you even could'nt see.

It was for you I was someone who I could even never be.

I was just an option for you, whom you placed beside you.

But for me you were the only choice I could ever make.

I need you. I love you

But why should I care !!!!!

You were never there, when I was scared and I was so alone.

Now you need to listen !!!

Get a life and walk away coz I can live alone.

Why should I care !!!

You were never there, when I was scared and I was so alone.

But I am crying out loud !!! I am crying out Louder !!!!!

[My first attempt at open poetry. I know it smells terrible, but still I love it. It is a small insipartion from my these days favourite singer Avril lavigne. At many places the words are put out of force and at many places are'nt required, but what to do, I could'nt find better words so had no other option than to put those words]

cya