Monday, June 23, 2008

THANK YOU!!!!

Its been really long since I last published my blog. Anyways it hardly matters as am the only person who reads this blog page. But I still love it.

Actually there are some people who have always been a source of inspiration to me and thus am still writing the blogs. So would love to thank some of my near and dear friends coz of whom I am still in here.

Now it has been 4 months that am on bloggers.com and with some 100 visitors to my earlier blog and a handful to this blog too, so a few people do deserve a thank from me.

First and foremost to my dear dear friend Hriday, it coz of him that am here on bloggers.com. He inspired me to write. Thank you dear...you are more than a friend to me now...hey dont raise your eyebrows,,,i love girls :D

Thanks to my friends and peers who have always been a source of inspiration and also the content of my blog!!!

Would like to thank Parul, Surbhi, Mrinzy and Manoj too, as they are always the first one's to read my blog and also give a reply if any correction can be made in order to improve my blog. Infact manoj was the guy who earlier suggested two of the titles for my blog. And yeah the post THE NITE SHIFT is actually dedicated to him only, as he being the originator of the virus called the NITE shift

Thanks to all my readers....Muah!!!!!!

Thanks to all those guy who did'nt like my style of writing/writing style....get some life dude!!! Now I have got my own bucha reader and fan following. :D

And thanks to orkut, google and yeah how can i forget Bill gates!!!! A bigggg thaks to that guy.for all the obvious reason :D

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Aakash make a confession

Ok. So something was gonna happen. And Yeah I was prepared for it; or something which I thought.


And It was the moment I realized I was falling heads over heal over for my friend all over again. And I also realized that she was or probably never be interested in me, and yeah al over again.
But I still tried my level best to play it cool….”Try and take it in a sporting way.” Just be happy for her. Ask her about the guy without feeling jealous or left out. Smile and yeah mean it too…ACT MATURE!!


But the main problem with acting mature is that at the end we land up just ‘acting’ mature…and probably you still aren’t mature enough to handle the situation.


I just wanted to convince myself …or tried to; that I am a ‘nice’ guy…..good looking and many such things…and that I am worth someone better and smarter….that I am not her kindaa guy,, but that doesn’t mean am not gonna have a gal or such thing…. For the almost 100th time in my life I tried to get over…but over what?? Actually I also don’t know over what….as we weren’t going around or stuff. So Cant call it a heartbreak too…..Anyways whatever it was , I was trying to get over it…..I still hav no idea regarding this….maybe was trying to hide the fact that am the only guy among my group of frens who doesn’t hav any gal fren. trying to get over the unwanted kind off feeling….trying to get over the feeling that am not being reciprocated ….like always I just tried to convince myself and yeah said good good things about myself to me….things that were supposed to cheer me up or were supposed to gimme a boost….I tried to talk to myself….I tried to argue with aakash, Why is it so important for me that a gal should like me or fall for me or whateva? And many such things kept going on n on in my head….


It went on n on….I was just trying to look at the sunlight of things, if there were any…and yeah also tried to act mature…


And then a point came…I just kept a halt at things in my head


You know wat? No matter what you do or say…..it SUCKS…and sucks a big time.
It sucks to be the only guy in the group of friend to be single…It sucks to always fall for gals, who don’t like you…and the gals just say word like you are such a sweet fren anyone can have. Or you derserve someone better than her…If I have all these qualities, then why not you dear? Am I so bad a guy….It sucks when gals think of you as a kidoo…just coz you are frank and speak whatever is there on your mind, and hardly give a damn to what people have to think about what you said….It sucks big-time. It really does actually. Poor chap…am fed up of this…and really no idea as what to do. AM fed up of the voice at the back of my head constantly reminding me of the number of calories am losing daily. Am fed up of going to the college to look at the guys who are dudes in the look, but are pathetic people inside. and are always surrounded by gals because they act chewwttt on the face, but who knows the reality. The duh huh guys!!!! … Am fed up of going around with guys who have nothing apart from their gals to talk about…It’s a shame….that people these days judge you by the people you hang out with, the number of galfrens you have, whether you go to the pub or not, or if you love partying late nite. Am fed up of going for romantic muvee’s where we have the hero kiss the heroine at the end and we just wistfully watching it. I’m fed up of trying to be someone am not. Yeah I don’t wear sexy outfits, nor do I prefer the latest gadgets and yeah I don’t have an tattoo too, and I have never had a girl-friend and I have never kissed or never been kissed…..SO WHAT???


One tries to be cool…then you have people accept you in their groups, and at the end you don’t succeed….then what….at the end of the day, it you and just you sitting with yourself and your tears to give you company….and at the depth of your heart you know its not worth crying…coz you know, you are always better off such people… and that its not gonna be the end of the world….but it the world we are living in…It’s the world I am living in. It’s the world where I am an individual….am alone in the crowd. It’s the world that is all ready to suck you to the core, but it’s the REAL world….and my comfort lies in the sentence which I read somewhere…..

Life is a dream… I will wake up when I die…

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

The Night Shift

I have been noticing that my past few blogs have been somewhat depressing and are just focussed towards me, so I have decided to write a new blog titled "the NIGHT shift".

nah nah, please do not confuse yourself. We don't work in some call centre or any BPO sector.

This is all about me and my frens, because for us the day begins when everyone's day ends.

Normal people have their breakfast at 9 or at the max at 10, we have 3 or 4 in the afternoon. Our lunch time is normally at 8. That is the time we get to move out after the sumptuous dosa and idly. And now I leave this open for you to imagine at what time we have our dinner.

BACKGROUND NOTE:- Originator - Manoj.
Reason - Deeply in love.
Virus 1st noticed - September 2007.
True follwer - Aakash.


I live in an apartment along with 4 more guys along and all are some unusual character in their own.

At 1'o clock when half the world is asleep, I get a buzz on my G talk, "Ghoomne chalega". And my reaction is so impulsive, "ok boss lets move".

The night shift starts usually after 9'o clock when we guys return back to our apartment ie; after having our so called lunch. And our point of meeting is the terrace. The best place in our building. We chat all nonsense, but yeah at that point of time it sounds as if the most important thing in the world. For example, that girl ditched me yet once again. Right now it might sound a bit funny, but if that point of time any one would have told us this, we would have cracked his ass right a way.


If I go on this way, my Blog will never come to an end, so have decided to write about each guy and the activity they are all involved in.

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Mayank:- God knows when does his night start?? He is half the time busy with his friends, ie; bhole, tathagath, and is lost in his own world of SPSS. and the other half of the time he is on the fone. God knows with whom. He is actually my true bhai or call it the FILTER bhai. And you must have guessed the reason right a way. Rite?

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Rajesh:- The philosopher, the expert comment, the chiku star of our apartment. He is so obsessed with CHIKU, that he ask's another guy to give him company so that he can have his favourite chiku juice, (NOTE:::The time is 2 in the night). This guy gets involved in just two things, firstly his G talk chats over the headfone, actually this is his new found love, ie; to chat over g talk. God this guy can really chat and yeah chat for hours n hours. Earlier I used to think that am the master of the chat world, then I met Rajesh. The second thing in which he is involved is his sher-o-shayari. He can never complete any sentence without his sher-o-shayari. And after he is done with his work, ie; chatting over the headfone on g talk he walks up to the terrace, so that he can deliver a few of his sher-o-shayari to us.

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Mrinmoy:- Was at one point of the time considered a robot, who had his time fixed for everything. to sleep, to get up, to study, to bath and yeah to shit too. "Hey you guys stepping out for tea"?? God it was the most shocking question for us, the reason for this is, that this guy never stayed awake even during exam's and now he was awake till 4 in the morning. Now his situation is such that, he never gets sleep before 3 or 4 in the night. Really the night shift virus has caught up. If I start to chat with him, can go on & on for hours together.
It was some days back, that both of us were getting bored, so as usual decided to sit on the terrace, atleast some fresh cool air would relax us a bit. We guys started to chat, yeah the same old topic luck-love-life-etc. And the next time we saw the time it was half past 2. And it was then we realized that we had forgot to have our dinner.

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Aakash (ME)- I am the most vella kindaa banda in our apartment, who in general is fed up with his life. I have even started hating the mid-night chats. (Can you imagine that!!!) And now am the only jobless guy around,(reason NO GALFREN) so it is assumed that if anyone wants to have timepass can sit with me, and yeah being a big chatter box(at tyms) can really chat. My night shift is pretty chill. My start is something like this, "hey hiii,,, how are youuuu,,,,ok just hold on," and then i hear another voice on my cell, then i realize that we guys on conferencing. Ohh forgot to mention about the guys whom I'm busy with on the conferencing. It's Me, Surbhi and Hriday. God these both have sooooo much to talk always, and I can never stop laughing, when Hriday starts to speak. And once am done with my calling process, then again as usual am a vella. I usually don't involve in discussion if it is related to studies, but if the discussion is about Shah rukh, I'll be the only guy speaking and the rest generally try to keep shut.
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Manoj (the ORIGINATOR) :- He is the person who had this habit of staying awake till late, sometimes I really wonder, was this guy some chaukidaar, who never gets sleep in the night. But see him during the day. He with his big mouth open will be sleeping as if he really has no worries about the world. Let what happen he never gets up till it atleast 3 in the noon. What he is upto has really been a mystery. These days he is busy with his girl on the fone and if not fone, it will be the chats. God what do they talk. Even I wanna know. Sometimes it looks as if he is waiting for the clock to strike 4 so that we guys can step out for tea or coffee, because as soon as the clock strikes 4, i get a call from asking to get ready so that we can leave. He is the most weirdest character among us. His taste are simply awesome, wait will give you a hint about his taste. He loves shanti super. Got it. The problem with manoj is that, he is an experienced guy and has sooooo much to talk always. And his gyaan ranging from sex to sensex. He is a master in all.

Now the time is 4 in the morning:- We guys start to move out of our apartment. We meet many people on our way to the tea shop. We everyday encounter a DOG. Never knew chennai dogs are so afraid. I just whistle and they clear the route. Earlier the dog used to bark when he used to see us coming, but now I guess he is used to and hardly cares to even see us.
The next person we meet is the Sify wale uncle", actually he into the business of diary products along with his sify internet cafe, so he has to be awake in order to take delivery.
"Don't you guys ever sleep?" Uncle asked,
Actually no college these days so....... manoj replied.
Anyways good to see such faces in the morning, Uncle told us (now god knows was it a comment or compliment).

The chotu of the tea shop has become such a great fan of us fellows, that if one day any fellow is missing, he gets a sad expresion on his face.

Once it so happend that, manoj was busy with his chats so much that he never got time to accompany us for the tea. And this continued for 3 days.

After 3 days, chotu, ie; the tea shop guy asked me where is that fellow?
we asked him whom was he talking about?
And he tells us that priety zinta spec fellow, and we guys were all laughing and later promised him that we will get manoj along.

Having our tea, we guys discuss about almost everything we have in our head. From gals to the corporate culture to be followed. Everything means Everything.

Actually even the idea of writing this blog originated at the coffee shop, and earlier the titles suggested to this blog were Surya bhagwan ko namaskar, The mid nite call.But I personally loved the NIGHT shift. so Its here.

Actually the time is already 4 so I guess I should also make a move as the other guys are waiting for me downstairs. bbyeee.....see you soon in my next blog. Happy waiting till then.

Live Life to the Max

There comes a point in your life when you realise " who matters, who never did, who wont anymore and who always will...

So don't worry about people from your past.. there's a reason they didnt make it to your future!

"Never let ur past decide ur future"

I know it feels really really bad when people leave you and go...but still you have got to learn and even you got to move on.

"Life's all about heart-breaks and sadness"....but if you try looking beyond that you'll find a lot of happiness and you'll find loved ones who really do care about u and appreciate you for wat you are!!

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.

You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.

You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt.

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

"you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts."

Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back".....

Spotless gray sky

I looked at the trees, the lawn, the grass and the sky. I kept staring out of the window at a distance. Above the sound of the rain, I could hear my mom fry pakoras in the kitchen, the sizzle went louder and louder with every set of pakoras as the oil got hotter and hotter. The first rain of the year. A heavy downpour. The kind that wets the entire earth within seconds. Suddenly the strong wind threw a few drops of water on my face. I blinked and took a deep breath. I turned around and looked inside our house from the verandah. I could see my grandpa sitting in the hanging bag, pretending to read the newspaper, but actually was fast asleep. I made sure mom was still in the kitchen, listening to the old old Hindi songs playing on the radio. I slipped my feet into my slippers and quietly stepped out of the house.



I walked slowly and heavily on the mud path that was carved out around our garden cum lawn. I stopped at the place where we had to enter into the garden. I looked at my feet, at the slippers and then at the grass. I removed my slippers and stepped on the grass. I walked slowly as I felt the grass beneath my feet. By now my clothes were getting stuck to me.Means I was fully wet, and wet to the core. I was fully wet in the first rain of the year.



I looked up at the sky. It was a uniform grey. Spotless. Plain. But not dull in any way. I stared at the sky, unblinking. I felt the drops of rain, sharp as razor; hit my face, my eyes, my cheeks. I stood there, looking at the sky.



Somewhere I could hear someone calling out to me. I ignored.



I lifted my hand and ran it over my face. Slowly I could feel this energy build up in me. My breath grew stronger, heavier. The only thing which I wanted to do is to shout out at the top of my voice. But before I could do that, I had people stare at me, the people looked at me as if some mad trying out his stupid stunt, and that really embarresed me. But I just kneeled down, spread my arms wide open, looked at the Spotless grey sky and just wished, I wish could really shout once. But still WHAT AN LIBERATION IT IS!!!!!

What a joy!!!!

Suddenly everyone was out of their houses. They were all staring at me, wondering if I had lost my mind. Mom was standing in the verandah of our house with grandpa, just hoping I was fine. I looked at them. I looked at the people who were staring at me. walked out of our garden onto the street and looked up at the sky again. And walked back into the house, fully drenched in the rain.

But I wish I could just do what I wanted and had no one to really bother me. But no I had many, but even could'nt help that too. That's the problem we face every now and then, when we are kids, we have our parents, who keep telling us what to do, and what not to do, once we are married, we will have many other responsibilties, and again that time also we cannot do what we really aspire to do, and at the end , again when we are old, we cannot do what we want, because our children may not like it. So the answer really remains unanswered.

When are we going to live the way we want to??? WHEN??? WHEN??? WHEN???

The Girlee ISSUE

All of us do have friends, but does anyone have this kind of friend am talking about. This friend of mine is such an friend, whom I have never met personally, but still this friend, if I make a list of my best friend, will be on the top of the list.


Actually I know its too early to say this because its hardly some months that I have known her, but still don't know why I still consider her as one of my best friend. When with her I care a damn of being formal n stuff. I share all my secrets with her, actually she always has the time to listen to my crap nonsense, just imagine telling a girl, that you hate to have bath, not having bath is first of all so yuk, and on top of it teling a girl, really its so yuk. But as I told earlier, don't know why I hardly care a damn when am talking to her.



It was 26th july 2007, I saw her in one of my friends scrapbook, & as usual clicked on her profile to find out who this girl was, and to my surprise, I saw that she studied in our class, so without giving a second thought sent her a friends request. And to my surprise it even got accepted, but inspite of being in each others friends list, we hardly scrapped each other nor did we chat ever.how unusual of me!!



The firt thing which I do when I get up in the morning is to check my orkut scrapbook, so that day also just checked my scrapbook & found that this girl had just scrapped me to find out if we knew each other, & imagine, without even replying back I deleted the scrap entry, again so unusual of me.



The date was 29th august, as usual I was online on g talk and I get a buzz from her.



I really did'nt know how to react, as I really did'nt know this girl.



The first question she asked me "do v know each other?



I replied 'NO'



Then how come you in my friends list? she asked



i saw in batch of 2002 so thought u also frm my batch, btw you also from disha's batch right? I aksed her.



Yup but I left after 5th, she replied.



And like this started our chat, with the introduction of each of us to each other and so on.



As I did'nt know this girl so did't know what to chat with her, but don't know why still wanted to chat with her.



So I to continue the chat started asking her all weird wierd questions like:-

**Do you smoke??

**Do you drink??

**You love partying and stuff??

And I guess this was the most weirdest one of all



I asked her Do you have a boyfren??



NOOOOO, came the reply!!!!



And I told her, stop lying, I know you do have a boyfren,how silly of me.



And she was like, Thanks akash for tellin me this.



Really was making a fool out of myself, but still loved it.



Just imagine it was our first chat & I almost told her about what I have in life and stuff, to the extent even shared a pic of my girlfren with her, And her reaction was like" akash whats wrong with you"??



Now we just got to know each other but still when ever I used to buzz her, I got just one reply"Sorry am busy, can we chat later, actually that really turned me down. but still I kept boring her with my scraps, to which I hardly got an reply.



As time went by, we even started to chat every evening, & don't know why, when ever I used to not chat with her, used to miss her a lot.



It was 13th november, and as usual was waiting for her to get online, so we could chat, and yeah we did chat, but that day this girl comes up & tells akash you know what??



I asked What??



You are such a nice person.



And I was like, yeah I am nice & the world is flat.



She was like No akash really.



And I started to fly, and started saying thanxx, really stupid of me.



Atleast ask me na why am saying you a nice person!! she told.



yeah,,,tell me what makes you say am a nice person??



Its been some months we have been chatting, But you know what, you never asked me for my mobile number, so nice of you.



Actually I was also surprized by this, how come I never asked her for her number.



anyways I told her, Sorry but I don't wanna be a good person anymore, so please give me your mobile number.



As I completed my sentence she went offline. I guess did'nt want to give me her number, so I also did'nt bother to ask her again.



Again the next day, ie on 14th november, when she was online, the first thing I did was asked her for her mobile number.



Don't have any shame asking a girl her mobile number, when you hardly know her!!!!



I was shocked, at this. So did'nt want to continue on this issue of asking her number, so again started with the normal chats we have, like how was ur day n stuff.



She again asked me, really You don't want my number??



I told her, see I don't want you to be angry with me, so its ok if you don't give me your number.



The next line of the chat was her number.



wow..........I was so damn happy after getting her number.



Now she says, OK now gimme yours.



Don't you have any shame asking a guy for his number, whom you hardly know ,I told her.heheheheee....how sick of me. copying her dialouge and giving it back to her.



Like this our friendship started to grow.



Came december, and had no idea why this girls attitude started to change. So one day I messaged her asking if anythings wrong with her. And the reply was no less then a shock to me.



Then started the calling process. It was 9th december, for the first time spoke to her, & i guess she even now would have no idea of what she spoke.



But I thank god its just due to that night chat, really got to know a lot about this girl.



During the month of December & january, really got to know this girl a lot.

Would love to thank yahoo on this occasion, hey gal remember the trees we drew for each other, yeah I know mine was the best. And just due to yahoo and wikimapia, even took her to the trip of chennai.


We always have arguement on just one thing, That whos is the best.?

Actually I know the answer is ME, but this girl always tries to argue & luckily even wins over in the arguements.

One thing I want to mention about this girl is her anger, when she gets angry, god save the person whom she is angry on. I just once happen to face this anger, it was on 9th april 2008, yeah very recently. God!!! what was that.

With her the funda is simple, be cool, you will get a cool reaction, But really if you try to mess with her, then god alone save you.

whatever be the case, she is still the first person whom I call up, be it happy or sad, she has to know it.

I am still not sure if will be able to meet this girl ever in my life or not, but whatever be the case she will still hold the same position as she holds at present in my life.

Actually I chat with many girls, but why I consider her as the one with whom I feel like sharing my thoughts coz, if I tell the other girls am homesick n stuff, they would just laugh & get over it, but she god knows why always tries to console me when ever i feel homesick.

She is very sweet and easy to talk to.(thats the reason she was one of my best frens).one can trust her widout even givin a 2nd view.but dont try irritating her or else you know what!!!.(he he he).friendship for her means a lot & one can end there search of a true friend on her.she maintains her relationshionship to the fullest.

To me she is like one of the best thing that has ever happened in my life.

I Will treasure her friendship till eternity.may god helps u in fulfilling all ur dreams...may all ur prayers come true. And be my friend forever n ever.

For my frens

yeh woh jagah hai, jis par kabhi;
khele they hum tum, milkar sabhi;
Beeti hui unn yadao mein,Pyaari pyaari un batao mein;
Dhoondhu tujhe har taraf, dhonndhu tujhe apne khwabon mein;
Yaadoo mein tu.... yadoo mein [Photo]tu....!!!!
masoom se hum, khushiyon bhare;
unn titaliyon ke sangh uddte chale;
jaane kahan yeh sab kho gaye;
abb yeh dua hai,
yunhi rahe hum, milkar sabhi,
Chhote na abb yeh,saath kabhi;
Iss Dosti ki chaav taalee, sab mushkilo mein hum saath chale
Ek dusre se khusiyan sabhi,
Dil yeh kahe......
Yadoo mein tu......yadoo mein tu.....!!!!!

Chennai Episode

Some times we think that, we have conquered the world, but it just later we get to know it was'nt the world,but instead was just a small village.
I guess the same thing happened to me. Was the happiest person when i got my offer letter to join Icfai chennai, but it was later i realized what an fool i was to accept chennai as my centre for MBA. Just imagine a person who belongs to the chill chill place of dehradun, how its for him to manage in the hot hot city of chennai. It was 1st June, my first step on the dosa land. Did'nt have any theekana(place) to stay. So like a nomad kept roaming in the city of chennai in search of a house. From thrivanmiyur to anna nagar to broadway to taramani. Went to all the places but could'nt find anything. Its was then met 2 guy in the college, they also like me were searching for a house, so these fellows (Raju & Nitin), both the toppers we have in our college. [Photo]They were kind enough to help me to give some contacts of the brokers, & yeah these fellows were my 1st frens in the city of chennai. I somehow managed & got an room for myself to stay. It was my 1st day in my new room, & i like an idiot fought with my room mate. Actually that fellow deserved this only. College started & slowly got to know many people & made many good good frens. A month passed by & i could'nt bear with my room mate, as the fight's between us grew & grew & grew, so i better thought to change my room, so was in search of a new room & when i was about to finalize my room, had two options with me, either go with manoj. the guy whom i never spoke to in class, & at the very outset, had an impression that was an arrogant guy, & the other option was to stay with geetesh in his flat, who from the very [Photo]begining was a very good fren of mine. I don't know wat happened to me & decided to stay with manoj in his apartment. It was july end, I decided to shift my room, for the first time i went with manoj to his apartment the guys there, actuallly never knew anyone of them. Although was'nt comfortable with anyone there, but somehow had to manage. & actually i also can't believe this, now these guys are even more than anyone to me. All the guys,,, so damn helpful, caring & yeah understanding too. The guys in my apt are manoj a.k.a manoj anna. He is guy who is there always for everyone. Is a big tym flirt, each semester a new girlfren. God how does he manage this. Is a veryy cool cool tyoes guy, & yeah had a bad perception about him in the begining when did'nt know him, but know as i know him, i can tell you guys, be with him, u'll never get bored. He knows the art to entertain everyone with his silly jokes. [Photo]
Mrinmoy the playboy of our apt. Actually this is the name ie playboy is given to him by the gals of his class. Actually he is also a playboy. The most sincere guy among us. Always on time for everything. never misses his classes. Mrinzy = Robot. So systematic in his work that he can be called a robot.
Mayank, the dude. He n his fone. always u'll find him in just one pose, & that is his hand onto his ears. Even when he is sleepin, he'll be in the same position. Never anyone will find him in the apt, god knows where he is half the time. & yeah....u know what, i have never seen mayank study anytime, But to everyone's surprize he is the one who manages to get the highest marks among us fellows.
Rajesh, he is the guy whom i found has the presence of mind, but actually what he speaks is all practical.
Apart from my apt mates my fren circle altough is a very small one, comprising of just a few guys, whom i value very much. they are wasim----if i am with him, i can never stop laughing. we laugh at each n every silly thing. The worst thing was when we both were in marketing sir's cabin & for a silly reason startd to laugh & kept laughing & laughing untill sir asked us to leave.
Amol---a.k.a mangal pandey.Its said the birds of same feather flock together. & i guess its just coz we both are quite similar in each n everything, we are the best pals. An IT engineer, but guess wat, i got an B grade in IT & he got an C grade.
the list of frens actually goes on n on..sorry if i cud'nt mention all the names, anyways lemme just try it out. geetesh, Tundla(gaurav), sajal, akshat,pramod, chandra, vinit,Somu(mojo), rajeev etc etc etc etc etc ,.....now i am really soorrrryyy if i still missed out any name.
& i guess my chennai episode wich started at a very bad note, is takin a turn & infact i am enjoyin each n every moment of my life here.

Some missed one's

First of all before begining to write any further would like to apologize to the guys n gals who's all names i could'nt mention in my earlier blog. I know have done a terrible mistake n I also know that i may get it nicely from them.

Would love to start it from the topper of my class, Shivani. Actually she already scolded me enuf for not mentioning her name. Hey shivu, i'm sorry. She from the very begining has been a very good fren of mine,but still don't how could i miss her name. She became my all the more good fren when got to know that is akshi's good fren.heheeee....just joking. She is actually very understanding kindaa gal, she is already to listen to your problem n tries to give a solution. Quite chilled out sort, but yeah even gets wild very soon. Had seen her many times in the class getting wild. Heyy you remember, when I, ashok, & negi, we three fellows decorated your scooty. What we did was, filled the bike with all sort of things which we found. Like flowers, leaves, Big leaves..hahahaa....It was really looking funny. Hey how did you manage to remove such crap from your bike. She was infact one of the most bindass kinda gal of our class,always ready for parties. And thanxx for tolerating with me n negi, actually we both dance really wild, and imagine dancing like that with an gal. I guess, if i go on writing like this, the others may get a wrong feeling, so will stop it over here.
Next whom i missed out was Neha. God....really i only know how i tolerated with. She was an expert, in almost everything, right from back answering teachers to having fun with us guys. Really she was so cool type of gal, that would crack any sort of joke with her, she hardly minds it. She actually was one of my 1st frens in college & infact still till date we are good frens. Actually, the advantage of having her as my fren was, that coz we are her good frens, so would always take off Sid's bike n run off. & Sid also would happily tell us to take it off. Else we guys would keep disturbing them both. So it was better to get rid of them. She was always in the hit list of all the teachers. And she laughs like anything, once she starts to, she'll go on n on. Actually always loved her company. And neha remember, how i was scared speaking to that MBA gal, & guys imagine she going n scolding that gal, asking why is'nt she talking to me. Well done, watever we even had, had actually ended.
I guess now atleast you both gals would'nt scold me anymore.
Love you all.

graduation days~ the best part in my life

My frens...My life. thats all i can just describe all my freinds i had in my graduation days. They were all different in all manners, but still there was a sense of affection & care which had all of us together always. All fellows were BIG tympass, always ready to chat, chat n chat. The success of our friendship was that no one ever tried to dominate the group, all were there for each one & anytime. All from all different places but still had a sense of brother hood. I guess i am getting a bit boring here. So will tell in brief about each of them. (Left to right):- Swapnil (pink shirt)::::- mad about just 3 things in life 1) His hair ( which were always were in the scrutiny of the teacher & also his parents.) 2) His looks ( stand for 5 mins nect to him u'll get to know about it) 3) Garam khana....i guess all our guys would know wat i am talking about.Gaurav pandey ( in white n orange strips)::::- B2B...ie bindu to britney...he also when joined the college was such an champu. But now is an dude of the Icfai National college. One of my best buddy. The most sincere fellow we had in our group. Always mad for gals. i hope all of you guys remember the meenu issue we had. What happend was that one guy wrote a slip to a gal of our class, but wrote it with Gaurav's name. Just imagine what all cud have happened after that.Vishal singh (Black dotted shirt)::::- have any work, u can outsourse it to him, he will jolly well do all your work, god knows what this fellow was always upto. Lost always in his dreams. Had love for soooo many gals, actually that confused us, whom did he actually love. Was it shivani, or akshi, or priya, or meenu, or Niru. No idea et'al.Nitin::::- Tall, dark & handsome, tHe GIANT of our cricket teamthe sixes he hit were al out of the ground.our team was of no use widout him, he is an xtremely mature guy.knws hw to present himself wen nd wer..knws wat to talk..hw nd wen..he easily manages to charm d opposite female standin in front of him..nd yes he is an ace in dis job.Anil negi ( Orange shirt) ::::- My best pal, always loved his company. DON is what i used to call him, the jacket he wore were infact used by SRK in Don. The most sensible fellow among us. But was a BIG golibaaz. Never lived upto anyone's expectation. If he say's he'll get back to you in a while, I guess forget it, he will never get back.Pradeep ( black dotted shirt) ::::- Was the dude of our class. without him the class was never fun. always used to trouble the teachers, was a daily visitor to principal's cabin. He & his lady love. went on a date on a bajaj chetak. His favourite lines...Batao na batao na batao na. Never used to get serious, was a fellow all wud love to be with.Anubhav ( the centre chotu guy) ::::- Do you know how to make the max from an particular situation...If the answer is NO, Then i guess, One must consult him. He always made the best utilization of time & the situation, & i guess due to this only akshi is with him. Actually what happend was, that i was mad for an gal in college.sort of crush..Guys believe me she really had a HUGE HUGE HUGE HEART....hey what u guys were thinkin...all bad minds....Gaurav Jain(Black shirt)::::- NO.1 flirt of the world. Had affair with almost each n every gal of our class. Was so sweet,( thats wat the gals said) that he cud easily make anyone fall in his trap. Was a dude sort of banda. But never got serious with any gal. He just had fun. Never used to share his tips with anyone. as if we were asking for the dadi ma ke gyaan. Harish ( white stripped shirt) ::::- the manager of the 21st century. was always involved in the college activities. Never used to waste his tym in class. Always used to utilize his tym by chatting with the gals. esp the few of them like Parul & Swati.Nishant (blue shirt)::::- BIG BROTHER. no he did'nt take part in that shilpa shetty's big brother. Infact always acted like a big brother for all of us. Have any problem. just tell him...thats it.Ashok :::::- Need's no introduction. Am thankful to him, its just coz of him i managed to pass my graduation. Was the masttt mastttt mastttt mastttt mastttt guy. Always upto some mischief. Can never manage to sit in a place for a sec. We both shared almost same kind of habits. He also md for games. Be it indoor or outdoor..always mad for it. & how can i forget the orkut lectures we had. 1st one's to reach the comp lab. this guy was so charged up al the tym that, wake him up in the mid nite & ask him to run...He'll be ready. Had crush on a gal in our class, but never revealed her name. Actually that made me think also who was it??? was it poonam, Nicky, parul...or pooja.These guys always had fun. And i never even came to know that our graduation is over & now we have to part with each others for our carrer sake. But the good thing is that, although miles apart, we still on each others mind always. Right guys!!!!!!!!!!! LOve u allThe gals of our class were mastt log. Starting with akshi my 1st love in college.she was such an sweet gal. donno y i cud'nt make it to her. Guess she was never mine.Does anyone remember this.It was our english language class in our 2nd year. & the english teacher called me in front of the class & aksed me point out a gal whom i love in class, & i shamelessly told akshi is gone, so would love to love Poonam. Should have seen her face, it was red like a tomato. yeah had a nice tym wid her too. Sorry guys, bu she was too hot. The best tym i had with her was on the college party tym. all the guys were busy in their own world & i really a shameless ass, was flirting with her. Hey poonam you really dance well.Parul::::- god knows why i never spoke to her.how sick of me. now after getting to know her, i am really regretting this. she is really is a hot hot gal.The list actually goes on & on....like swati, nikky, mamta, pooja, navnidhi etc etc etc etc....the mastii we had in our college days was really the one thing wich i miss now. How i wish i cud rewind time.

My primary school.

It was the year 1995, & i had to change my school, which i never wanted to, coz if i'll be changing my school i'll be staying in a hostel & would be studying in such a place where no one understands my language. And i at the very instance of hostel, hated it, but i guess my parents & my grand parents had something else for me in thier minds. Although i never wanted leave them but still had to. I can still remember very clearly,it was my 1st day at the school, all the guys were staring at me as if some alien had come. I knew no one there, yeah knew just one fellow, Varun dixit,( family frens), & yeah ofcourse my sister was also there in the same school, so it bought l'il peace to my mind. But see the agony of this, was not allowed to meet my sister during class hours, & had to wait till the games period, where we were allowed to meet. But i as always was a veryyyyy homesick kinda guy, so from the 1st day only kept troubling everyone in the class,esp the class monitor Vivekananda, whom i kept bugging, so that would allow me to meet my sis. But no use rules are rules, But its also said rules are made to be broken, so i never used to follow them & instead used to take permission from our principal & used to happily sit wiith my sis in her class. I esp loved when all the gals of my sis class used to come & pull my cheeks, (god knows wat happend now). It was my 1st year, & to overcome my homesickness, tried to make many frens, & infact succeeded in that & made many frens. And once i got used to the atmosphere there i started to enjoy each & every moment of my life. We never came to know when the time flew off & we were in our 10th class. Really dunno wat exactly i did when was in primary school, can remember just a few of the events which we really enjoyed like the sports meet, the festival time, the exam tym, personallly loved the exam tym coz had no classes & instead used to go for speacial classes in which half the tym we just had fun. was always in the speacial classes due to my extraordinary performance every where. & i guess the highlight of our primary school can be wen we guys studyin in just 6th or 7th had serious crushes on 12th class gals (oopss Sisters). & the parents meeting, as my parents used to hardly come to meet me, so i like an idiot used to go & meet varun's parents, (after all were family frens..heheheee). We guys grew up, finished our primary school, & moved to a HIGHER SECONDARY SCHOOL, where also our same behaviour, which we had in our primary continued, but it was'nt tolerated as our warden was really a strict fellow. It was the year 2002, we guys were in 10th & god knows what i before hand itself had got the feeling that i'll be kicked out once my 10th is completed. By the time we were in 10th, had already made many frens, & i guess it was then when i & hriday became good frens, just imagine this, we studied together these 10 years, but got to know each other just in our last year. My last year at school, i frankly speaking was never the bad sort off banda, it was just the small small mischief's which at times brought me to lime lite, how i wish i knew how to butter the teachers. Really this is one thing which i hate. God knows how fellows manage to do it. Was an actor, from the very begining, & the best action scene came in (hope some fellows will remember this), when prusty sir called me to his room & gave some nice beatings, & i to avoid them acted as if have fainted & sir got scared!!! what have i done & stuff, & imagine after that day i never got any beating from any sir. God how i wish i could have also be involved in the famous internet scam. Really there are somethings for which i guess will regret my entire life. To enjoy life to the max. i guess one must live a life like, our bro Enrico sandri lived. Really man he was the only fellow who had fun his entire stay in school. Our friendship was never that strong as it has become now. How i wish could have all our frens with me forever n ever. Really wanna thank many of my frens who have been supporting me all my life, esp Hriday. I keep messing things up with him, but thank god he has head in the right place & takes things very easily & keeps calm. I have realized one thing in life, many frens may come n go, but the true friends are rare to find, so just hold on to them, with faith on them. & i guess the true friend are the one's i had made in My primary school.

The Start

From where do i start....really dunno...actually now when i decided to maintain a blog thought ideas may flow in & will come out wid something good...but now as i have startd to write down..really my head has stopped its operations...god knows wats the prob wid it now.
Idont wanna bore anyone with this, as if anyone may be interested in knowing me & my life. But i believe, we live for ourselves & do whatever for just ourselves. i may be sounding like a buffon here, but this is what i personally believe in.
there may be many people who make our life worth living, apart from parents, coz they are of us always, come what may, & those people who make our life a worth living are none other than our very good good friends. Although i always had a very small friends circle,but i always cherish the moments i spent with them.
My friend's : -
Sandeep bhat a.k.a OSAMA BIN LADEN. we used to call him Laden. He was the guy who thought me many things, like how to deal with the various people we meet, how to go about with guys n especially GALS. He used to always advice me about the gals n all, but imagine this fellow is still single.
kamal a.k.a the DUDE. he changed his galfrens more often than he filled his ink pen( sorry a bad pj). considered him as my love guru, was always ready to share his gyaan abt gals with me. was obviously famous among the gals so knew each n every chick of our school.
Gurpreet a.k.a the PUNJABI MUNDA. the studious guy of our class. god knows how come he was in our group. he was the only guy to have completed his entire schooling from one school(gr8 yaar) so was a pet among the teachers. He had the muscles, no use of them. was a very fatuu kinda fellow. even i cud scare him easily.
If i am talkin about my friend's how could i ever miss out VERONICA. guess what, she used to get those sandwitches in her lunch box for me. how sweet of her. really miss her. Wish i still had her by my side.
then there were many others frens with whom i used to spend my entire day in school. like anil, mayank, mamta, upasana, sumit, arvind, sunny, prabjyot, gunjan, hatwal, (ruchi, rajni)[actually used to give tutuon to these gals. come o..son i wasnt that dumb also n the list goes on n on etc etc etc..sorry if i missed out anyone.
The only one thing which we guys n gals did throughout the school days was just mastiiiii. bunked school. got caught in home thats the other story. really messed up things at home many times, the worst thing which ever happened to me was when sundeep showed our farewell pics to my mum, in which i was with Veronica., nothing wrong with the pic, but u kno na how its at home, yeah the same reaction i also got from my mum. i really treasure all those moments. coz i know they will never ever come back to ur life again. But watever, i atleast had fun.