This very moment I am thinking of you. Are you too thinking of me?
Are you missing me the way I am missing you?
As I lay dead, awake this night in this dark room, I think of of just you and all that happened between us these last few weeks.
And I just smile.
It seems to me that we both are the ONE for each other. So what if we both had been in a relationship before,, but we have never felt more alive in them as we do in this. We speak so openly, so freely as if like we have found an outlet to our thoughts. We both have found an fond listener to our thoughts.
I just think about you.
The moments we had shared together, the good old jokes we cracked together, the relation we shared together.
And I smile.
We met at a stage where we both were shattered, broken and wanted someone to hangon to. Someone we could trust, someone we could rely on. We both had been hurt, by our respective first's
It was then we found each other. We needed each other. We realized it then, but then feared the repetition of history.
......and we never wanted that to happen so gave pur hearts a feel that we could still remain the best of friends.
And so we explored our feelings.. We wanted to know, what was this we felt for each other? Was it love or strong infatuation?
I think about you, ad all the fights we had in our heads, all the possible uncertainities, how it all just went away.
And I smile. A big smile.
I think about you all day and night. You have invaded my heart, my soul, my mind and now even my dreams, you hav been ruling all of them like a goddess over all of them.
And I am really happy to experince it.
There had always been fellows, who said things about us, but the fact was just that they were jealous of us being with each other. There were always fellows warning us about the failure of this relationship, but should it matter. When we are with each other, why should we care about the world?
I think about you and all the things people have done to create barriers between me and you, and how they failed considerably.
And I smile.
Yes I know we both are the speacial ones for each other. We both are that strenght, that hope, that trust and that.. that..LOVE for each other.
And so I think of you right, and what I feel right now ::
So close no matter how far
could'nt be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters.
And I smile....
I realise....
No , nothing else matter, or should it hardly matter.
Nothing else......but just us being together....
and YOU
